Centered

I'm feeling a bit more under control of my feelings considering my last entry. Unfortunately it exemplifies my ongoing need to contradict myself, a trait I wish so to retire. As it goes. The three dots, one has been focus, and the others simply wiped away. And when I sit and ponder my renewed situation, it occurs to me that though it may seem I have contradicted my past conclusions, the idea has remains constant. Not foremost in my mind, but it was there nonetheless, waiting to be opened once again.

It's also unfortunate that though I have found something that makes sense, the complication is over the top. Something I don't feel to delve into, but the complication is a mess and stands firmly in place.

Other than that. I am quiting my current job at Pizza Joe's and starting my new one at Bob Evan's! I am really excited about this change. All summer long I had been looking for a job as a server, but nobody wanted seasonal help. This oppurtunity couldn't have come at a more precious time. I start orientation Sunday. I bought all of my work clothes, which double as clothes for Sears and Costa Rica! They are... hott! I would normally never ever referr to something in relevance to me as "hott" but there is no other word that settles better with my soul... yes it is that deep.

Summer is going quickly, something that most people would consider horrifying, I on the other hand view rewarding and exciting. I am going to Costa Rica the 26th of August to study abroad for school. I am a spanish major, my reason for the trip. I'm just so excited.

I have come up with some music for my new song. It happened just yesterday. I was just plunking around and found something that resembles a bike ride. It's nice and will need more work... but we're getting there. I will see if I can get some of my current music up on this site!